i'm the kind of person who mistook pineapple for starfruit, and called ginger as garlic.

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i'm pissed off by all these. what's wrong with fate? i knew that something would go wrong between a specified bunch of people and I - don't wanna mention that group. am i thinking too much, or is that the fact i have to face? i want all these to change. everything between you and I. i want true friendship between us.



i am not what you always think i am - bo chup.

i behave that way so as to avoid additional problems in my life. i am already facing a problematic life ( i think ) and the laughter is partially a smokescreen. being bo chup indirectly draws me away from some of those issues that have nothing to do with me or increase the pimples on my face.
perhaps people think i could play a part in them, lend a listening ear or give a helping hand, but please don't force me when i don't feel like. u want me to give a damn about what you're doing, tell me and i'll give. but please don't be so temperamental and tell me only when u feel like. i'm not some spare tyre for you to come and go as and when you like.
you can say that all negative remarks in front of me, but please don't do it behind me. if you don't like the way i do things, tell me. i'll change to your preference.

and please don't come in and go out of my life whenever u like it. i'm not one of those on your shelves that you could take and put back after getting sick of it.



guess it's really time to make my youth worthwhile. thinking about it, i had wasted a lot of time away. i slack my way through, i lazed and idled around. whhile others are determined to lead a better life, i'm here doing nothing. screwing up myself i would say.

still remember when i was in nursery, i did not excel in my tests and so was it when i was in primary school. then i screwed up my PSLE and got into Chong Boon Secondary School. definitely a lousy school, but i managed to make it to JC. got into a neighbourhood JC too, and now here i am, suffering.

ahhh what am i doingggggggggggggggggggggggg ):



i think i'm very evil. i distant myself away from people i dislike, which in turn makes them dislike me too. but still, there are these people whom i just can't stand their actions and behaviour. the super duper uber sticky people are the my number 1 dislikes. i can't think of no.2 maybe because all in my brain now is that super duper uber sticky and eeew person. i can't understand how people can switch to stickin someone else when the usual stick isn't around. tat's more like looking for companions rather than friends.

because favourite sticker isn't around, i got a spare sticker to stick with. but when favourite sticker is around, spare sticker is not even a sticker. it's just something extra lingering around.



liying said i never update my blog.

my last post was,' oh 5 more days and liying would be back!!'
so now is already like 50 plus days since she's back! WOO~
i love you liying
thanks for recording those band pieces!!!!
thanks for ur cig
thanks for ur companion
and definitely
YOUR FRIENDSHIP